Jersting, just hang in there buddy. You and your W are going to have battles in the recovery process my friend. The important thing is that she came to you and said she didnt want it to be like this. You have to work through the pain and hurt and sometimes that means arguing and not liking each other very much. Get the bad thoughts out of your head man and just try to understand that it is all a neccesary process to healing. She's fighting for it dude, can't you see that, isnt that what you wanted? Last time you and I spoke on the phone we had that discussion right??? She's struggling just as much as you are to try and figure out how to resolve this and save your family, give her credit for the apology and maybe talk to her about how you to can learn to argue. I knwo that sounds nuts to you, but it is truly an artform that you must learn because it is just part of your R. Hang in there buddy, positive steps, head held high.
