After my last post this morning, I received an inspirational email.
It reminded me of something very important. Failure comes from resistance. Success comes from harmony. What we perceive, is our reality.
I am realizing I have some work to do inside. I need to accept what IS right now, in my circumstance, in my marriage, in my life. It is disappointment and impatience over what isn't yet (h and I living together again) that creeps in and sabotages my best efforts with H. Seems no matter how many good signs are there, the fearful and less-than-great thoughts nag until I react to them. I get so angry with myself when I do that. It happens less often tha it used to, but I feel it suck the joy out of me. On the contrary, when I look for the good signs and take the one-step-at-a-time attitude, I feel so much more in control and accepting.
