Yea, that's what bothers me these days is that for the most part, my W showed nothing but apathy towards me. Sure, she was still kind, but really didn't show me anger or hate at any time unless I started an argument. To this day, I feel a little uneasy about this because I too believe apathy is the opposite of love.
My wife ahs recently said that she is going to start hating me if I keep acting the way I have been, and taht she doesn't want to hate me. That was a wake up call.
As for my feelings for her, she has asked why I have so much hate for her and I constantly tell her I ahve nothing but love for her and that I appear angry with her because I am frustrated with the situation.
My MLC WW was very friendly after D-Day. Even picked girls I should date now that she was leaving. I threw her out a couple months after D-Day and she was still nice to me. Of course she was high on OM.
Since I've GAL and R with OM is down the tubes, she's SO angry at me. We're pretty much NC but I hear from friends that she's trashing me bad!
It must be displaced guilt and remorse.
Hang on for the ride and don't worry too much about it.
My MLC WW is also dragging the D out. We'll see......
