Quote: Here's the description: around 6 ft, dark hair (full hair not bald like my ex) blue eyes, clean shaven, dresses sharp and is very articulate. oh, and a good dancer!
anyone seen him around?
Yeah, that's me.
In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years. Abraham Lincoln
It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed. Theodore Roosevelt
Ok, I know it's a w/e and every1's busy, but try and stop by and keep me grounded here, k?
Ex emailed AGAIN! mygosh, what's up w/this guy?
kept thinking about the email yesterday and keeping my feet on the ground. The thing that got to me about it is, I know how long it takes to drive home from work, so unless he left 5 minutes early or tried to outrun the cops home, there wasn't more than 3-5 minutes between him getting in the driveway and sending that email. Did he even read mine? IOW's his reply was probably not processed through his mind, just typed, and sent. (I know, I'm analyzing, but it's what I do w/everything, can't shut it off over ex!)
I'm rambling. I didn't bother to reply, even tho he asked ?'s on how we were, I didn't see anything that needed an immediate answer.
I told him once about 3 months ago, that I had another email account that will also work to get in touch w/me. That's the address he sent a reply to today! Go figure? I guess he wants to make sure I'm getting them. Here it is:
good day hi hope you and boys are doing well hope the game to day is good hope to talk to you soon 'ex'
So, process that one for me, I don't know how to analyze this sitch anymore! T
ps. don't bother telling me that I'm just focusing on him, I worked on my goals last nite and will list them later today! I'm off to get some of them accomplished right now b4 kickoff!
Hope your sleep went well. Sounds like XH is trying to lure YOU into calling HIM. I wouldn't - let him do all the pursuing at this point, as that seemed to work for you in your recent past.
Almost came here to vent all w/e, but didn't! It's not about ex though!
Dreaming wasn't as much fun last nite, my Grandma showed up in it to talk to me (she is one person in my family that never liked ex) and then out of her mouth came 'Find the letter Q'. (our dog walked on an ABC book that was left out!) So, that was wonderful advice from Grams!
Hey, Michigan won Saturday in First OT! 34-31 over Mich State.
So, why am I crying over it?
The neighbor set this one off again. (thought they were my friends, but beginning to wonder) Last week it was on and on about how 'bad' the Michigan team is this year, this week, Michigan was just 'lucky'. Now I know being in a different state and still rooting for my home team would cause me some flak here and there, but I sure am missing the rivalry that always came during the Mich v State game. It was great! Local stores would have contests, everyone would wear their teams colors, and wherever I worked; the employees would get into some friendly bickering over it! I miss that, and am homesick again!
Working on my goals this w/e didn't help either. Have been looking into getting some assistance for help w/expenses and that shoots the PMA down. And of course, I came across some notes that I took from the d/b book a few months back and the first page I turn to: Self-Limiting behavior #1: I can't put my own happiness before my child's.
That's where I am stuck. I want to go back to work, I want to work in Michigan, in the auto industry and this will just disrupt my k's.
I was really hoping to be able to hold out until after this school year (s17 graduates and not moving k's in the middle of a semester again!) but I don't think I will be able to. I have reread through my threads to look through some of my past goals, and even though the endless interviewing is frustrating, my PMA is much better and more consistent when I'm focused on getting a job and into a better financial sitch.
But then, I am happy here w/the progress s9 has been making. Dd25 is close by here and pregnant! And then I keep telling myself, money isn't going to make me happy!
Totally irrelevant and confusing vent today! I'll come back and post my new goals! T
Okay, not to be superstitious here, but is there maybe a wonderful job opportunity waiting for you with some company that starts with a Q?
Qualcomm? Quiznos???
Call me batty, but people have told some pretty amazing stories about dreams with their relatives in them (even if they have to have the dog's help to get their message across! )
Sounds like XH is trying to lure YOU into calling HIM. I wouldn't - let him do all the pursuing at this point, as that seemed to work for you in your recent past. 