Chrissy, Thanks for the great advice! Yes, I believe it is endo. I have a stash of naproxen sodium in my medicine cabinet; I will start using that and see if it helps. Thank you for that!
SD, har de har har on the full waiting room. I did go to a urologist this past month (logistically, one doctors visit per month is about all I can handle, and my babysitters will back me up on that, lol) and ruled that out. So I have one more specialist to go to and then I will gather up all the info and take it to an OB/Gyn (yes yes with a full waiting room, and btw I will curse you every second I sit there and wait) and see what to do next.
Corri, Thanks for stopping in. You are right; I can't fix this all by my lonesome. I have a forceful personality and I usually get done what I want to get done. Kwim? H got me a card one time with a child pushing a car along the road (forget the caption) and he wrote "this must have been you as a child!" However, he neglected to say that inside the car was HIM as a child, hunkered down so I can't see him from the outside of the car, jamming down the brakes and the emergency brake.
I still feel loving towards him..that is my signal that this is not about punishing (as it has been in the past). I just don't care to try to build a sex life with a person who wants to do the bare minimum, to get me off his back. I have too much self respect for that.
I still haven't gotten far enough along in my Grand Plan to figure out what to do with this excess of sexual energy, but isn't that just like me! Jump into the plan and make up the details as you go. (SD, are you having conniptions over that..) I am not ruling out sex with him, but it certainly has lost a great deal of its appeal.
Thanks for the well wishes for D. She is a handful on her very best day so I don't really know what to do with her injured. She and I spent some quality time in the DMV today and that did nothing for her charms.
I'm off to pack. We'll be gone until the 29th...now what are you folks going to do without your daily dose o' honey??
Quote: I still haven't gotten far enough along in my Grand Plan to figure out what to do with this excess of sexual energy
Have you considered reintroducing MB into your repertoire? You might or might not tell your H. I realize that it is against Church teaching and against your H's moral code, but if you really search your own conscience, do you believe it is a sin? Do you personally in your own soul believe that God would send people to hell (children and adults, single and married) for enjoying the pleasure of their own bodies? We know he believes this, but do you? (That's a rhetorical question-- don't want to open to debate on the board.)
