Was a nice ride, now I miss my kids. Guess I shall make a big/late lunch and go for a swim at the pool. No contact with WAW. Must be dark, DB and GAL. Thanks Russ
Hang in there. I know what you mean; I am not an actress either. I don't act positive like they say. I just act like myself. Maybe you could try that. Act like yourself, not sad or anything. Remember if you do want WAW back, then you have to really try. She is not going to want someone who is sad or unhappy. So really try to "act as if." Try it for just 15 minutes the next time you see her. Then, 30 the next time. See what happens.
I keep looking for the answer to all the questions, but my book seems to be missing.....
Why is it things that matter the most, are thing you can nothing to change? All I can do is think of me, GAL. Does any one else have trouble with GAL on a budget?
Like if I was rich and money was everywhere, would it not be easier? No ,that would just change the game, so to speak.
I think I will go to bed, my cold has come back. I have a boss at work that just does not get it.
I sometimes just want to fold the tent and run away. And then I talk to my kids, look at others around me. The strength to do it all is there. it's really just motivation.
Hey, Just got back from my Wednesday family supper. Wendy's had the chilli.......
What is going on today is, I have a friend coming to town this weekend. Mentioned to W (cause she knows him). W e-mails me back offering to cover kids so I can go out...Her next line said she wanted to ask me to cover her to go to an orienteering event. That was what her OM was into. So I'm sure she would know I would remember that. Why would she just not say I doing a race could you cover the kids for the day????Like my C would say, she want to screw it to me all she can. Or course she would act all inocent, if I was to bring it up. I did not, I wanted to.
I said I am fine for the weekend with my kids thank you for offering, let me know what you need to do your event as I am not busy that weekend. Not what I wanted to say....
Quote: Her next line said she wanted to ask me to cover her to go to an orienteering event.
Be busy that weekend. Let her think you are GAL even it has been hard for you. Don't be so available to help her. She expects this from you, to step in and help when she needs you to. Let her know that you have a life and will be busy. Just a thought and my opinion.
Took kids to a Birthday party at a bowling alley. Thety had a graet time. WAW came to it as well and we did the switch there. She bought up next sunday again, wanting me to cover kids so she could hok up with OM. I said I had plans to go ride. You know we spend so littel time with our kids and she wants to go away on one of the days she has with them suprises me. I did not say anything but show minute interest in the event she was going to do. I wanted to confirm to her I knew her "freind" was going to be going, I did not. I guess that would be DBing. I am tryin not to go to a bar right now that is why I came home to right this. I'm trying to convince myself to put my running shoes on and go run. Need will power, of which I have none.
What If I run to Starbucks have a Grande, run back, meet fiend in from Calgary for supper. I will try to do that.
At the party, I just wanted to hug my WAW. I played with kids and was nice(I think) to her.
I best get out of here a I will just be doing drinks at the bar. R usty
Working on GAl, got the sep. papers today with W saying will you just sign so we can put this all behind us.
Was on Lava, GAL.
Worth a laugh and some entertainment. Have coffee with one girl later in week and drinks with another, even got mail from a lady in Georgia. she talks funny.. Ha ha, words anyway.
Kids are tired and stressed and W said all my fault, she said the kids are saying to her they do not want to come to my place. It feels like she stays awake at night to think of the worst she can do and say and then does. And of coarse it is all my fault. I can not make one point with this gal why do I even want to try?
usty 
