My H goes out all hours of the night. He's a bartender, so his schedule is completely opposite of mine, anyway. What seems to work for me is when he comes home, I always roll over and reach to give him a hug when he gets in the bedroom. I think he really likes that.

Hey, if it makes you feel any better, post all the crazymaking here. It's...pretty normal for people to spout all of their concerns.

Sounds like you have some ideas on how to get started. It's okay--and even a good thing--to treat yourself to something special. Make sure to have time set aside for just you.

[color:"purple"]Nevanna[/color]