The aftershocks still hit me once in a while. just like described when I first landed here
Originally Posted by grok
Though every day at random times it feels like a mountain fell on me. I can't breathe, can't see, can't think, my hands shake, I feel flattened to nothingness and tears fall ... and then the world starts again.
I keep turning it over in my heart and mind…the predicted point at which I find my self, the LBS…. Despite the void, I’m not sure I want HER back after all she has chosen these last two years. I start to find my peace and equilibrium. What price to give it up?
But
No time for pity parties
... What comes after?
After - by Dillon Chase ft. Thomas Iannucci
Thought I knew what I needed God to come and relieve this I was down in the furnace No peace I'm in pieces Tell me you love me yeah Tell me why you took that from me yeah If you want me to look like you Then why my life been so ugly Yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah I really waste a lot of time in my life when I try to be God And when I try to be Him do I really want to see Him or do I want grief gone But maybe in the fire every chain on me expires and I get to see dawn No smoke we are never revoked we held close by the notes of the King's song
And we ain't got no time for pity parties We throw a party in the pit let's get it started We blessed and broken left out cold but that don't matter We celebrate cus' we know what's coming after
We celebrate cus' we know what's coming after We celebrate cus' we know what's coming after
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H:55 XW:50 D19, D18, S13 ILYBINILWY 3/23 DB1 4/23, rescinded 5/23, DB2 6/23 ("I can't do this, I Love HIM") Legal Mediation 1-5 & W leaves 8/23 – 3/24 Settlement 5/24, Court 9/11/24 <-, D 9/16/24
