I texted M. I wished him and his family a happy holiday as they have been having a rough year. I said I often think about their family, especially his S and I hope Santa treats him extra special this year and I wish his family much peace and love.
He actually replies right away that he wished me and D12 and our dog a happy holiday.
I just want to curl up in a ball and cry. But this is something I wanted to do, and I did it. And it’s over.
Still want to just cry. Last year on Christmas Eve wa so awesome and it wS when I first realized I loved him.
I know he isn’t for me and what he did was messed up. But nontheless I did love him.
Last edited by job; 12/25/1912:08 PM. Reason: added link to new thread
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
