H just called. He sounded good. No mention of earrings which is good because if he was angry about me asking for them he wouldn't have called or would have said something snide about them. So, we'll see.
H talked an awful lot about his folks, but I just went along with it. He is too overly involved with them...I wish he could separate from them a bit. I guess I just have to make myself more attractive to him than they are. I know his achilles heel...hehehehe...and it's no heel. It's a very different body part. So, will continue to spoil him when he comes home again. And I mean spoil him, but good. His momma can't compete with me on that!
Biked today after having lunch with gal pals. Did 9.8 miles!
AG, You biked ten miles? Just the thought of that makes my legs and butt ache LOL. Good for you, there's nothing better than stimulating the natural release of endorphins to make your PMA skyrocket!!!
Biked the 9.8 mile run again today. It's a beautiful bike. We did it after going to church. We went to a different church this am to see a Passion Play...they called it an Easter Cantata. Went with new friend K...she is a Godsend.
Beeped H and told him I would be out tonight, so if he wanted to call he should try on his 3pm break. Am going to an evening church service with K.
Tomorrow we are biking again! 9.8 miles one more time at 10:30 am.
Wooohooo....now if I could only achieve my next goal...no more cigarettes....am going to try and go cold turkey on Friday.
Am having a poor PMA day today. Talked to H last night. He was very preoccupied. He did say I love you when getting off phone, but I swear it seemed like someone else was in his room with him. Probably just me being paranoid. The thing is he answered the phone in an upbeat voice until I said hello and then his voice changed to sort of down and sort of aggravated...like he didn't expect or want my call.
I had been out all day and although I talked to him at 3...I was lonely and it was Easter and I was alone. He doesn't care about holidays. I do.
He hasn't called today, but said he called his folks at lunch time yesterday. He used to call me at lunch time.
I don't know. We've made a lot of progress. I guess I need to look at the positives. Maybe I will try to list them later today. I just am feeling sort of alienated from him or something.
It seems like he becomes a different person when he goes to work. I don't particularly like that person, either. He is surrounded by negative people I think.
My hairdresser has a husband who works up there too and he used exactly the same line in fights that my husband has use....I'm just a paycheck to you.
