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don't go down that cheeseless tunnel, cause that is ALL it is...stay focused on the positives

That is a pretty impressive list of positives!!!!

AK,

Great positives!! Keep focused!

Pattie

Yes, it is a great list of positives. I have got to focus on those and avoid the cheeseless tunnels. Some days it is easier to do that than other days. I am sick right now and feeling a bit down.

Talked to H last night and again he was preoccupied and barely communicating. He said I love you but it sounded rather forced... I am going to stop saying it again for a while. If he asks why, I will be honest with him and tell him I'm not trying to force him to keep repeating something he doesn't always seem like he wants to say.
I'm tired of things being so complicated. I wish things could just be easy.

I know, I know, I need to work on me right now and take the focus back off of him.

I hate his job sometimes. This living with him 2 weeks and living apart for 2 weeks is awful. But he loves his job and gets a huge satisfaction from it, plus loves making the money he makes.

His job is a blessing in many ways. He makes six figures and gets to feel good about himself. It's just that he is surrounded by so many negative people and there ARE women up there.

I will never forget seeing 907-223-2259 flash across my caller id when he was supposed to be at work. It's some Amy's cell phone number. I think she may be a stripper as I have called and she always answers in a bar atmosphere.

Anyway, if she isn't a stripper...she may work with him, and that thought makes me even more upset.

I suppose I should pray for her.

That's what I am going to do.

Hugs, and prayers,
Akgal

POSITIVE! POSITIVE! POSITIVE!

That is what you need to tell your thinking!

What are you doing for yourself today?

Today I am going to stay in my pj's and try to feel better. I will also call my public defender's office and try to schedule a telephonic appointment.
Hugs and prayers, Akgal

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I hope you get well soon!

Cold?

BTW: My thinking is ALWAYS more negative when I don't feel well physically!!

Hi Alaskangal

Your list of positives sound very, well..... positive!

Did you get the new computer that your H wanted to get you?

Going out on bike rides is great, as physical exercise helps to banish the cobwebs of depression!

Livnlearn

PS Thanks for your visit to my thread!

No new computer. This one is shutting down in the midst of my trying to stay online. So, it is hard to post at all.

I need to visit a lot of other folks' threads and am getting very frustrated when I try to do so.

H called on his lunch break today. H sounded a bit down himself. Work is hard on him sometimes...lots of pressure. I need to be more understanding of that.

Son is coming home for the weekend. Can't wait to see the little man!

Well, am going to run to town and do some grocery shopping.

Hugs,and prayers,
God is working in my life
Akgal

AG,

40 days...YOU GO GIRL!!!!!
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