Hey gang. Got another ILY from H this morning. I beeped him just to let him know that I was going to be gone all day shopping with a gal pal in another town. Hadn't talked to him last night because I went out to see The Passion of Christ...(what a flick, by the way)...and he called back a few minutes later. We talked for a bit and then he said he had to run...I said ok, bye, I love you babe...he responded with a very sweet I love you, too.... Haven't talked to him since, but am sure he will call tonight...gotta run, but thanks for all the support and encouragement everyone! You all rock!
I prayed to St. Rita for the restoration of my marriage and prayed to St. Jude as well...miracles do happen....
My computer needs worked on and I don't know how to do it. It keeps shutting down and turning on on its own. That's why I am not posting much. I can't.
WEll, I am battling some OW demons...having some real trust issues with H. Why is it that when we get what we want, we aren't sure we really want it? Then, when it goes away, we want it back again? I am keeping my thoughts to myself and trying to take one day at a time. I am upbeat and cheerful to H. I do not call him, but rather wait for him to call me.
Yesterday, I did beep him and tell him I would be out between 7 and 8:30....he never called after I got home. I did not beep him or call him when I got in, either. He called this a.m. LOL....I am beginning to enjoy waiting him out...sort of a game or challenge in my head to see if I can get him to call.... His folks live nearby and have not invited me to Easter dinner...I would have been all alone, but a friend invited me to join her and her family. I will also go to church and be with my church family for part of the day.
Today I am making a spaghetti lunch for a couple of friends. H knows this.
I am staying busy while he is gone. Yesterday, I went to a Good Friday service and to the store with a gal pal afterward. I also had bible study at my house.
I have an article to work on for a magazine I do some writing for now and then. It's short and will be easy...just the ticket for me right now.
I can't tell you all how much your prayers, thoughts, and in general, all your support has meant to me. I feel like you are all my online family....and I love each and every one of you!
Hugs, and prayers, Akgal
I prayed to St. Rita for the restoration of my marriage and prayed to St. Jude as well...miracles do happen....
PMA up. Just found a pair of diamond earrings online on sale. H had bought me a pair for Christmas, but took them back. I emailed the sale to H and told him I would like them for my birthday, but am willing to buy them myself if he will just order them for me. I will have money coming in from this article I am writing.
So, now I am going to wait and see if H gets them for me for my birthday...LOL...if he does, I know he's really coming back around...if he doesn't ...I'm buying them for myself.
I had a pair my mom gave to me and lost one, so I want them as a replacement pair. I still have one and this way, I could wear the one my mom gave me. Will have a third hole put in ear to do so.
This is my first attempt at asking for what I want. We'll see how it works out.
