That is your choice to decide what is best for you. However, if you are abiding by the Board Rules, then you can be removed from moderation.
I wish you all of the best that life has to offer.
You've also reached the 100th posting/reply limit, which means you start a new thread if you choose to remain here. But, for now, I'm going to lock this thread.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
