Her saying that she cares is only for easing her guilt purposes. She does not wish to come off like a cold hearted bitch. You are probably thinking that she has second thoughts, but in reality she is not.
And stay off the booze, it really helps no one if you throw a self pitty party. At least have some friends over for some laughs. Drinking alone is such a bad idea...
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
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Me38,W36,D9 M 10y, R 14y
10/11/2015 wants to leave 25/12/2015 definitely wants to leave, makes plans Jan 2016 started DBing Feb 2016 sleeping in separate rooms Sep 2016 sleeping in same room