Just stopping in with the latest happenings in my life. Since Saturday there has been little contact with XF. The small amount of communication we have had up until tonight was through text. It was all S4 related things and got a few thank you's in the process. Tonight at S4 swap, she wasn't in a good mood (fairly obvious) but didn't take it out on me. That's a win in my book! haha I wouldn't say she was extra friendly but even in her mood she at least acted neutral. Gonna keep chugging along and being the best uphill I can be!
Me 34, XF 27 Many years together Son 4 Engaged Not engaged Many false starts by XF 7/16 new girlfriend comes into my life 2/17 girlfriend moves in my home
Agreed with thornton. Don't show the squirrel fear.
M:26 H:32 T:8yrs ILYBNILWY/ "I'm not happy": 2/6/16 D-Day-discovered PA/EA: 2/10/16 Separated: 2/14/16 He's living with OW I moved to different state: 06/16 Currently: Trying to move forward
My plan is to just remain pleasant and neutral until further notice. I have found I'm not spinning nearly as much as the past few weeks even though today hasn't been so great so far. I honestly just wish there was a fast forward button for life so I could see the end of this chapter in my life...
Me 34, XF 27 Many years together Son 4 Engaged Not engaged Many false starts by XF 7/16 new girlfriend comes into my life 2/17 girlfriend moves in my home
Uggghh, it must be this dreary rainy weather or something. I've really been pinning and spinnIng today... I just want to grab her by the shoulders and shake some sense into her. This is all bogus and just wasting all 3 of our lives... Tomorrow will be a better day!
Me 34, XF 27 Many years together Son 4 Engaged Not engaged Many false starts by XF 7/16 new girlfriend comes into my life 2/17 girlfriend moves in my home
Right there with you. At least you've seen some positive shifts lately!
M:26 H:32 T:8yrs ILYBNILWY/ "I'm not happy": 2/6/16 D-Day-discovered PA/EA: 2/10/16 Separated: 2/14/16 He's living with OW I moved to different state: 06/16 Currently: Trying to move forward
Yes, I had seen some positive shifts. Then a major pullback. Now it's kinda just what it is again. XF is very neutral. Not really mean to me, but not very friendly either. That week plus a little while back just felt so right. Joking around, texting about life and just whatever. Having deep conversations about everything that has happened and how we could go about fixing... Then it's like deja vu, back to limbo. It will get easier again. I was seriously feeling by like I was ready to move on and that's when she had come around. If it goes that route again, maybe I will? Who knows. I'm just babbling because my head is like scrambled eggs today haha. Time for bed!
Me 34, XF 27 Many years together Son 4 Engaged Not engaged Many false starts by XF 7/16 new girlfriend comes into my life 2/17 girlfriend moves in my home
haha I wouldn't say she was extra friendly but even in her mood she at least acted neutral. Gonna keep chugging along and being the best uphill I can be!