Oh, Red, don't be so hard on yourself. You're still very fresh to finding out about OW. Everyone slips up and does things that they shouldn't. You just need to learn from it and move forward.
It hurts tremendously. Who wouldve known that emotional pain could feel so physical?! We can't always be thinking clearly. Keep focusing on yourself and your kids. You really are doing amazing with your db'ing. You are very strong. Pick yourself back up, do something special for yourself and start over.
Thinking of you.
M 44 H 46 M 20yrs T 25 yrs S15 S12
ILYBINILWY 7/18/15 Move to MBR 9/8/15 Physical Separation 10/10/15 Suspect A 8/2015 Confirm A 12/27/15 D filed by H 2/2/16
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
I am so sorry to hear that Red. You are at the only place where someone can say I know what you are going through and not be lying.
Red you are a special person with a special strength. Keep coming here to vent, we understand and don't feel bad for anything you say on here. You may not mean it but that's ok.
I am going to second Broke's advise and just focus on you and the kids!
Me 41 W 33 M 2013 Suspect A 11/15 Confirm A 1/16 She moved out 2/14/16 Stepson 13 Stepson 16
