OK so I got out with the boys today and shot some sporting clays. It was a beautiful day if a little cold but everyone was in a great mood and very happy to see me. Everyone wanted to know how I was feeling and how things looked with the cancer. They were all happy to know that I was feeling good about it. I have another round of scans and doctor visits next month so hopefully everything is still OK. Say a prayer for me. I am having trouble swallowing but it is not uncommon for the treatment that I have had. My weight is holding at around 155lbs or so. More importantly I am adding weight to my routine. I was to have met with the trainer today but he had something unexpected come up. Re-scheduled for next weekend. Some buddies came over to watch the football game. After that I went to the gym. My arms are very tired so I must have gotten a good workout.
Emotionally I am still a little on the roller coaster. I'm very anxious about the divorce and where I will be afterwards. I have to meet with the attorney this week and see where things are with it. Also have a few papers to take him. Still having memory issues. Not sure what's up with that but I am going to try to remember to see what the doctors think about it. I am anxious to see my counselor but I'm afraid I am using her for a crutch. Who knows but I feel the need to see her.
Everyone should check in and tell about their weekend and GAL activities. Hope you all have a good week and can find a few minutes of peace each day! God Bless you all.
M:53 W:47 M:15 years. S:18 S's: 30 & 28 from previous marriage. BD: 3/14 Divorced January 17.
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Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
