You are right Gmum, it feels like I had a sudden shift! At times it still hurts but it's no longer on my mind every hour or second of the day.
Went out to a family park with a friend. Had a great time. Turn this afternoon decided to have a big decluttering in the kids bedroom. Feeling do much better and odly enough ready to go back to work!
There is so much I want to do this year, so better get started. Day by day I'm starting to love myself better and I'm feeling happier. I'm only just now discovering who I really am, and it's great.
I have realised that I'll always love H, unfortunately it's not reciprocal and I have to realise that if he is happier with OW, then I must be happy for him. The only thing I find hard is the betrayal, not the fact that he doesn't love as feelings change and people too!
Yeah, it makes you feel very disposable. I know that feeling.
I'm glad the real Rouky now has a change to emerge. Once she's here you can prob take your pick btw men. Maybe even your H but then you might not want him.
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Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
