It would have been easy yes. Its been an interesting ride so far. I have however been really really lucky as well. My depression caused a lot of issues and I own those and have worked hard on myself to move forwards. I was though very very fortunate s was able to trust me and work with me to get our relation back.
W and I aren't quite there yet. I recognise the issues we had now and while what happened at bd was awful and painful I see we couldn't have gone on as we were and she is showing a lot of trust and openness in looking to the future at the moment as well as believing in my changes and work on myself.
As I said when I took a look back at my first posts I was a lost, lost puppy back then and I had a lot to deal with in myself, as v said thats not a process thats ever done but its one I'm well engrained in doing now and that will continue, I have hopes that things are going to a good place and will keep working towards those hopes. Ive got here with good councelling, friends and yes those of you on here who've helped too and thanks for that all.
Not there yet but keeping on keeping on. I hope my sitch, all of us here, reach a place we can be happy and with people who care about us and who we can care about.
Take care rd, indeed all of you.
M:44, W:46, S:10 M 13 years, T 15 BD:23/7/2014 W/S Moved to MIL: 23/7/2014 My new place: 21/11/2014 W/S back to flat 22/11/2014 W coming closer, talking 4/2015 Piecing 5/2015 Moving in again 6/2015
Renewing your vows - woo hoo! Glad you guys had a nice time and that things continue to head in a positive direction Edz.
Not a lost, lost puppy any more....We had a lovely black lab with a grey muzzle in the bookstore yesterday. He lay down on our rug and was very happy for a little while.
Hope you guys have a lovely day....:-)
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus
Thanks toots busy morning but wanted to say thanks and (((((toots)))))
Will post again in reply to your lovely post a little later just to say this threads about to lock so head on over to part 20 the waters lovely
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M:44, W:46, S:10 M 13 years, T 15 BD:23/7/2014 W/S Moved to MIL: 23/7/2014 My new place: 21/11/2014 W/S back to flat 22/11/2014 W coming closer, talking 4/2015 Piecing 5/2015 Moving in again 6/2015