It is good to cry. What you are going through is difficult. I am sure we all have cried.
Your thread has reached 100 posts, so it will be locked soon. Probably a good idea to start a new one, and link this one.
Was there another post session this weekend? What's going on in your sitch? The more you post, the more we can help.
Hope you had a better day.
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa