I'm now going on dates and I suspect so is she. I don't care any more about saving my marriage. I think I am probably still trying. We don't talk any more about anything really.
I am not sure I want this marriage any more, when I can be with someone who won't cheat on me and won't file for divorce. I think I deserve the best.
From what I've seen, you haven't changed which is why your W doesn't want you any more. You were selfish, controlling and more.
You were only at this for a couple of months, but then move on to another woman. I do believe that you were the one who admitted that you were the emotional abuser.
"I think I deserve the best."
Sorry but this really does sound selfish. The problem is that because you haven't changed, your next relationship might end up the same way.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
