Did the party happen yet? Yeah, the crazy thoughts are a challenge and require a lot of focus and discipline to manage. It takes time. Focus on what you know rather than what you assume or predict. Check yourself on what is a fact vs. what is just made up through speculation.
Me:45, W:45 S:16 D:13 M:22, T:25 Bomb: July 2010 Putting finances in order for "D" Continue to live in same home-separate rooms