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Fair enough, and I get what you are saying about DB'ing. It is more of life change process that might help in terms of allowing positivity and confidence to be what is thought of you when you are around. I guess it can also be a platform whereby the WAS can view the real changes that you've decided to make. Since the D-Bomb, I feel that I have been reaching out for more in my life and succeeding. I can see where that gets blown out of the water by then turning around and confronting her on something or hassling her by what she "meant" on the phone the other night....

It sure can be difficult, though. I'm changing around my meds right now because my anxiety has been on the increase. I'm being treated for anxiety and depression, so there are times when I have trouble hanging on - convinced the sky will fall and those papers she printed out will start to be filled in. I've been with sadness and pain since the end of May when I first discovered the EA, and I fear that I am to the point of being drained. Hard to be Mr. Upbeat when all I've had for the past two months are beatDOWNS.