I didn't sleep well last night – and not for the reason you think! LOL So this morning I was dragging trying to get ready for work.
I was on my way out, so I went to kiss H goodbye. Instead of kissing me he pulls me back into bed and just holds me. We lay there for a few minutes just holding each and we chat about our plans for today - my meeting at work today and him doing the grocery shopping (since he’s out of work, this is his way of helping out I think). I get up to leave and he just pulls me closer. So I stay a few more minutes and then finally leave.
I’m slightly confused by this whole interaction. It SURELY does not connect with the man who just told me last Thursday that he was still moving out. At least not to me. I want to tell him how nice that was this morning, but think it might freak him out, so I probably won’t say anything.
I’m trying to stay off the rollercoaster. It’s so hard when you’re used to rollercoasters (so NOT good), and you live with someone handing out free tickets every single day. LOL Is it Friday yet?
Wow. I can only imagine how confused you feel right now. I'm confused just reading it. I hope so much that he starts to turn things around for the good.
Me: 32 H: 32 M 9 yrs #1 D7 #2 S5 #3 D2 Bomb 8/12/11 H moved out 8/14/11 PA started w/H & OW in 1/12 - found out 3/24/12 Got my own place 8/25/12 H & OW move in together 9/15/12 Still married.
Wow. I can only imagine how confused you feel right now. I'm confused just reading it. I hope so much that he starts to turn things around for the good.
