I decided that a lot of what I am feeling is really relating to Surviving, so to free up space here for Newcomers, who need many different things than me, I started a new thread in Surviving.

For anyone who wants to keep up with me and my newest attempts at working on me....

http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2209417#Post2209417

Me 47
Ex H 46
Bomb 9/02
D final 3/04
Ex H now married to OW

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This is surviving. There is no such thing as a normal life, there's just life. So get on with it and enjoy it!