I realize tonight that I can't do this. I love my wife and the idea of her no longer being in my life hurts too much. For the first time since these events happened I have broken down into tears and they don't seem to stop..I feel so ashamed of myself..
I must say I'm a little surprised but she did actually text me.
She text me once asking if I thought we could be friends. I told her we'd see how things went and she text me again to say she's going to bed. I said goodbye first on both counts.
She sent me a text a few minutes ago to say she was probably going to do the divorce online next month after her and her brother move. That's very upsetting to hear. Doesn't seem like she wants to waste any time on this. I don't see being able to save this marriage even using the last resort technique when she is in that big of a hurry....very sad days ahead
it's almost like she's tormenting me about this now. Sent me another text saying
I want to be alone. I don't want to be with anyone. I don't want to be married. I'm trying to do this as civil as possible.
I replied back with
I understand that and we haven't been uncivil yet thankfully I respect you wanting a divorce i realize we have both done something I just don't want us to have regrets later on down the road
