Grr - I haven't spoken to you in a while. I hope that you are doing well (and lookin hot )
BITS Denver
M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce
go ahead and hit me, i'm shaking so hard i can barely write
for the second night in a row, my son has been upset, despondent and tonight i could not take it anymore and bought up the relationship asked if he any second thoughts at all
he does not he is committed to us parting ways
he says it will be best for everyone
he and i went for a drive, he was cold and said he didn't want to be indifferent but those were the facts
and that he determined to see this through
he left and my son is once again so upset i know he will be ok i know i will be, but my heart is breaking for him
i would say that i've backslid, but i don't think it would matter anyway
i could get a life and db forever but it wont change a thing
hi bittie bits interesting note that may or may not mean anything ____ came over yesterday morning to take ____to school he was pretty grumpy and did his usual sitting there looking pissed while i got him ready
when they left i went back to bed, as i had a bad night he woke up at 5 with a tummy ache and thought he was going to throw up it happens alot lately so i was pretty tired i heard him come back in the house and start talking to my mom i didn't really think anything about it, i figured they were talking about my dad, who was coming home today
later my mom told me that he broke down sobbing he is worried about ____ he is scared and lonely she told my sister it broke her heart and that she had never seen him like this she seemed fairly annoyed with me
but that is not the point of this i'm glad he finally showed some emotion although i don't really think it means he is having second thoughts i wish it did tho
It has to be nice seeing that he is showing emotion. If my W showed any emotion in this situation, I know I would feel positive about it. I would then probably catch myself and remember what others have told me about reading into my W's feelings. Sacred and lonely is a bad place to be, and he knows how to resolve that. Don't pressure him into making that decision. Allow him to make it, because it is what he really wants to do.
Keep doing what you are doing. You are doing an awesome job in a real horrible situation. Keep it up!
Me - 33 W - 33 S - 9 months M - 3 years T - 5.5 years Bomb - 12/14/10 ILYBNILWY PA discovered - 1/18/11 PA began - 3/22/10 Separated
)