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oh but at work today i had a strong feeling of empowerment...as if i could do this and be the kind of person he could not help but fall back in love with

and for awhile i felt really strong

and now i feel sort of blah again

and so it goes...............

BUT, a much better blah than last night

That's a step forward. One blah at a time.

Grr, you will get that feeling more and more. And the weakness less and less.

And then ....... you might even start to look forward to a life where he doesn't fall back in love with you.

You're going to be fine. He has to find his own road. You get to decide yours.

still nothing new
h is away playing a few gigs and then will go to our home in the west for a couple of days
it feels more normal when he is away like this, rather than just be sleeping a few minutes away
the last few days were tough, but i awoke today with a renewed spirit to detach from him
as much as i want this to work, i just feel like, unless someone is sure they want to be with me, i don't want them
i may feel differently tomorrow
in fact, i probably will
hope everyone is well and progressing along

Stay strong, Grr. Yes, the old M is dead and gone. Either H will remember why he built the first R with you or he won't. Just keep taking care of yourself. We're with you!

Hi Grrr. Nothing really to say, just hope everything is going well.

grr,
Just wanted to let you know that we are thinking about you. Anything new to report? Just wondering...

FOBD

Hey grr...

just checking in to see how my fellow BITS is doing.

Sista Zen

hi fobd and zen (and of course everyone)

thanks for the check

i'm ok - kind of held hostage at home as s is very sick

h is out west at our home, which is actually nice

when he called last night, i gave a quick hello, handed the phone to our s and did not get back on

it felt weird and i missed him, but i soon got over it

this morning was pretty much the same, although i did let him vent a bit about his studio and band

but for the most part, short and sweet

i feel pretty disconnected from him right now, which i am taking as a good thing

hope all my bits are well

We love and miss you grr! Hope your S gets better soon!