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There will be an increase in evil in the end times, is stated in the bible.

You C is right. You do have to concentrate on yourself and your son.

You haven't done that. Stop that crap about evil in the bible, etc. You're using that as an excuse for how things are going in your life. Stop making excuses. Start doing things to improve your life.

You've got the most depressing thread on here and you've been at this for 4 years.

Ive only been at this 2 yrs. H was home for 2 yrs. 08 and 09.

Irregardless of the timeframe, you still haven't concentrated on making you happy.

"Oh my life is miserable" "The OW is a slut" "My son is cutting himself" "I can't do this or that"

You've got to stop that. If you don't make a conscious effort to WANT TO start feeling positive about yourself, no amount of Tony Robbins videos/CDs or therapists are going to be able to help you. You will also alienate your friends AND YOUR SON. Do you want him spending more time with your H? It will happen if all he sees is you falling into a pit BY CHOICE and not making an effort to get out of it.

You are rignt my son has not been enjoying my company much lately. I have a lot of anger, depression, and jealousy. I don't want to lose my son too. I have called 3 other counselors and left messages but no one has called back yet.

Im angry and jealous of h and ow, but not all of the time.

I am looking at another college to sign up for more classes. I emailed a church to volunteer for soup kitchen last week, but she didnt email back yet.

How about going out and just walk around? Maybe go hiking or take a little road trip somewhere. Consider it a personal journey.

I went to work for a couple of hours today and i went to my class. I went running this morning with my dogs. I forgot my book, and glasses for class so i felt stressed because i couldn't read, but i learned a lot anyway.

How are things going for you?

MrBond - you are a good friend.

Keep going RM - it;s good that you see that this is not working and are looking for a new counselor to help you deal with day to day.