So...he stayed from the eighth through the tenth. We fought the evening of the eight again. The ninth we made up, went shopping, he snuck away and bought me a diamond necklace for Valentine's Day (maybe 100-200 dollar necklace at most) early gift as he will be gone. He hid it and called me from airport to tell me where it was. I had sent him some nice e cards and I think that prompted his early gift. He kept saying I love you and saying he did not want to fight next time home for two weeks. I don't either. I don't know what to do but read my book and hope that I can stop him from cheating...he had a Dawn's number in his phone and when he realized I was borrowing his phone, it was suddenly deleted or hidden not sure which. I found out who she is and texted her on facebook telling her that he was home living with me and if she and he got back into contact to let me know and I would deal with it on my end...by cutting him loose. I have heard nothing from her. Of course, he says wrong Dawn and that the Dawn he ran into was just an old married friend...whatever. Why delete her number then? Why text her...Hey you, what's going on? He used to text me that exact thing and the YOU was a term of endearment. I am not stupid and he treats me like I am!
Anyway...maybe I don't want things to work..maybe I do...I guess I need to really figure that out...Love is a decision and I guess I need to really decide....am I better off with him or without him?
How do I change my name on here ? I would like to do so. Thanks!
Ok..we are talking again, but I am detaching a bit...I am going to go get put on antidepressants and I am going to start really taking care of me....any thoughts? anyone?
I have fallen into a major depression. Am going to get antidepressants and try to take care of me. He is calling me from work but I can't even be happy to talk to him...I don't know what to do.
I have been a fool..he is incapable of giving up drugs or being honest...he is a drug addict...I need to take care of me. I am now the partner who no longer wants to make things work.
