Thanks for the (((())))!! I just love those things!!
Yeah, I have to say my friends now ask ME for the latest on H's nonsense. Oh, and my crazy guy stuff--I am just a bundle of entertainment these days!!lol.
Have to get out and see what everyone has been up to! But in the meantime...
Things between me and H are interesting as usual. He has been itching to fight about money and I just refuse to be around. So he deposited the usual amount in the bank and we didn't have to "talk". Or more like, I didn't have to take the screaming!lol.
I joined a divorced and separated group from church and our first meeting was Sunday night. I already am quite a bit ahead of some of those poor people I can tell--thanks to this board and I think also because I have sort of been down this road before...
On Monday I was heading home and saw S 15 driving with his dad. I thought--maybe he got his permit?? But no--H was letting him drive on the roads with no permit!! I was really shocked--he one time SCREAMED at me for allowing S to take the car down to the end of our cul-de-sac on his own. So what gives???
I told him I was going to speak to my lawyer about that! And I did!! He wants to go for primary and do something like that?? So he has been pretty ugly ever since and I just escape as much as possible.
I am really, for the first time, wanting this to be over. It is wearing me down on one hand, but on the other, I can't stop smiling and feeling so joyful. I think one day I will be quite a flirt, and I look really good for some reason right now, and the weather is awesome and I just feel....alive!!!
