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Pinhead can you guide me to the thread? I can not seem to locate it.

I was just very frustrated after the meeting, then last night a mutual friend of ours informed me that the STBXW made comments how the doctor phil show was what she was going through, I looked it up and OMG I think my wife went nuts.. It talked about a women who could not get a restraining order and how her ex killed there nine month old etc. etc... Then another one where he beat the kids.
I swear on all my kids lives and a stack of bibles I have never ever even gave my wife any ideas or ever did anything to harm or would harm my kids. I have full custody of my four older kids and have for 5 years and they have lived with me prior to that. I raised them. I had to get the cops to go with me last night because she was not home to receive our kids back, and she was just told 5 hours prior to be there or I had the right to keep them with me insted of her parents or babysitter. The cop gave her the choice come home (to her dads) or kids would remain with me until she arrived home. (Her dad has been a real problem and he wanted to try and engage me to fight him and he threw rocks at my car last night). I try everyday to understand her and I just cant. It was also her bargining tool yesterday, a overnight visit for a material item. And if I give up a car to her she will drop the protective order and let me have my kids overnight.. (We are still waiting on domestic relations report) I asked my attorney about every weekend etc. He and her attorney laughed and said that it rarely happens (Not thinking I won my custody battle with my older kids) I almost gave in. I never signed anything so now I'm debating should I fire my 200 dollar an hour lawyer which does not seem like he is fighting for me and find someone to fight for my rights or just keep drudging along. ?? I'm trying very hard to keep doing the 180 but it seems everyday something side tracks me. Today I feel like total poop poo just thinking how she is thinking or playing the victim. She walked out on me to have a EA with another married man a police officer..
Well any wisdom and advise is accepted with open arms.