well he showed up with flower and we had dinner and watched a movie and cuddled. then he told me about this trip he has planned to utah to some drummer camping pagan party and i looke dthe even up on facebook and ofcourse tons of beuaitiful 21 year olds will be there.... i feel like an idiot
Sorry you are feeling bad abq. If you think you made some bad choices, forgive yourself and correct course.
As for the beautiful 21 year olds . . . there will always be younger and more beautiful women than you, and YOU are still fabulous. CONFIDENCE is very attractive, work on that.
Stop worrying about whether you are good enough for him, and start considering that HE may not be good enough for YOU. How does he rate on the qualities and character that are important to you in a man?
