I admit to absolutely soul-crushing thoughts, mind-numbing despair as well as fits of rage and thoughts of revenge...
I find that the challenge is whether or not you can think “happy thoughts” in the face of a struggle...
It’s not so easy to face down injustice, sadness, depression, and hatred with a sense of peace and a wise smile. It takes incredible strength and fortitude to do that and I would often fail miserably.
In the past year I have learned so much, I have been guided by people He put on my path and I will forever be thankful for each of you...
No need to mention names because you all know who you are...
I am happy with being me.
I can do anything I set my mind to.
I surrender my worry and fears to my Father above.
I am blessed beyond measure.
I am learning more about who I was, who I am and who He wants to be.
I am confident.
I am beautiful.
There is, nor will there ever be anyone like me.
Yeah.....THIS ^
M44 H41 M20 T23 3 older teens Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy" EA Nov 09 w/coworker Another PA in Mar 10 I Filed Apr 10 D final Dec 10