I'm not afraid anymore. I have plan. I'm down to "The Last Resort Technique." I'm getting an apartment. I'm going to be the father/man I've always hoped I would be. I'm done bending to her will on everything. I'm just not going to push it any further. I still want my marriage and my family. I'm not giving up. I'm just going to be me. If nothing else, I'll be happier with myself. Best plan I've got.
M-34 W-31 2 S,11&11 1 D, 6 T 13 YEARS M 12 YEARS ILYBINILWY OCT. 2009 We are too close. All we see are smears of paint. The Lord sees the masterpiece He is painting.
I have to say Michelle is right. This is the hardest thing I've ever done. Every time I see my wife all I want to say is "I love you" and "Please don't do this." But I know that will hinder not help. So I try to stay at a bit of a distance and not so easily accessible. Oh, and Happy! That's a tough one. But there is a difference now. I'm not scared, I'm determined. I've never quit on anything I really wanted, I'm not starting now. As I tell my friends, I'm too dumb to give up. And if you're going to be dumb, you better be tough.
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M-34 W-31 2 S,11&11 1 D, 6 T 13 YEARS M 12 YEARS ILYBINILWY OCT. 2009 We are too close. All we see are smears of paint. The Lord sees the masterpiece He is painting.
So just dropping a quick note here. I started a new thread called "Hardest thing I've ever done. So if you're interested in my progress, come on over :-)
M-34 W-31 2 S,11&11 1 D, 6 T 13 YEARS M 12 YEARS ILYBINILWY OCT. 2009 We are too close. All we see are smears of paint. The Lord sees the masterpiece He is painting.
