vacation has gone pretty good we walked on the beach last night holding hands and talking about moving in a year when im done w school! hes also told me he loves me several times this which has not happened in a long time! things r really starting to feel a little more normal but im not getting to excited yet. we r suppose to go for a walk on the beach again before we leave hope so, im actually a little nervous about it. we have not been very physical for about ten months, mostly my fault i just start thinking about the affair and its over. i know i need to let it go and just go w the flow!!! i just wonder if he was walking on the beach thinking about ow makes me sick.
I think you will get some good support if you post under the "piecing our mrriage" forum! Because it sounds like you are piecing...crossing my fingers for you! good job.
me,34 exH,34 S,16 months S:3/31/09-left for OW started DBing 10/09 d final: sometime 10/10 current: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2022856&page=1 met in 2004
