Had major migraine this weekend - so physically - not good. But did my best to fight thru it. If you don't have migraines - thank your lucky stars. I have classic ones that will last three days when I get one. Thankfully they have been fewer and farther between this past year, so I will hope I am done for awhile. Tried no to complain much as sometimes I think H got fed up with "what's wrong with Cupcake" routine. So I mentioned that I had a headache and let it go at that.
Friday evening didn't do anything - got home late after having taken D8 to cheerleading. S13 was home with me, D8 went to spend night with friend. When H dropped off S at my place, he flirted around with me - asked who I had gone to lunch with that day - I said (I know, bad d-bing) "why do you care?" He said "I don't" I said, "Really?" and he said as he was hugging me and such that "Yes he cared, but can't let me know because it would take the fun out of the game????" HUH???? I wanted to tell him that if this is a game, I am about to forfeit! As he left, said he would be over the following am to put a stake in yard to help keep the dog in that I am babysitting. (ACT of Service?)
Went out to eat as a family on Saturday evening - then he left to go home. I didn't ask him to stay - I think he is befuddled that I am not initiating any of the , I want to scream at him "I am in the process of DB'ing, I CANNOT pursue you!". D8 phoned him later that evening to tell him goodnight, he asked for me and asked why she was sleeping with me (means he can't come over later). I just said, well, she missed me........
Sunday he picked up kids in early afternoon, and as they were leaving he said "so what are you going to do?" (I was getting ready to leave)...he had commented that I looked great that day - don't understand that as in my opinion, I looked like poo-poo that day....anyway, I just said, "oh, just single girl stuff". and left it at that.
I did go to the mall and exchanged 2 pairs of shoes I had bought over the internet, browsed the mall, sat down and got a yogurt with m&m's, contemplated a movie. Instead, finished up errands and such - browsed at Ulta cosmetics (does anyone else like that store?) and then went to Best Buy as I had a $50 gift card and thought I needed somemore mysterious music for the CD player for when H came over....tell Ellie I got a Tom Petty Greatest Hits CD....also got Shania Twain, Michael Bolton and Bon Jovi....
So, don't know if H quite knows what is going on with me. Point is, I find myself caring less and less. Is this good or bad? Or am I going thru the natural progression of things?
H said he would come help me paint...WTF?
We exchanged emails today in joking fashion....so I guess he has retired the email from being the "bad news medium". Thank goodness.
So bottom line, didn't get to the movie. I do want to see "Love Actually"...if anyone has seen it, please let me know if it is good. I am a chick-flick type.
that "Yes he cared, but can't let me know because it would take the fun out of the game????" HUH???? I wanted to tell him that if this is a game, I am about to forfeit! As he left, said he would be over the following am to put a stake in yard to help keep the dog in that I am babysitting. (ACT of Service?)
