Who cares what lead up to this? H is home! Now, keep H there by db'ing even more...no outbursts, no threats, no d talk, no r talk right now...make it a honeymoon all over again... remember this is the BEGINNING of a new M...you did it, now keep going forward.....H may be weird at first, you just keep being sweet, loving, ATTRACTIVE, IRRESISTIBLE......
Pam, LL, Deb, Odga, merrick, optimist, sage, chl, jackie, holdingon, cindy and alskangal...
Thank you all for your kind words. I'm still a little in shock, feel like I'm in a time warp, and scared all at the same time.
Just can't believe it yet. It is a great, great feeling. And about the computer/phone thing before I went to bed I thought hmmm I should plug the phone back in what if there's an emergency, but didn't becuase any news could wait till morning. That ole intuition was knocking I guess.
I don't know why H left, figure he'll tell me in time. H did say before he left for work this morning..be careful what you say to SIL? I said what? H said OW and SIL email once inwhile. SIL and H's brother were up north with H and OW a month ago and I had questioned SIL on it, remember that LL, you said to ignore it, but I didn't listen. I told H that SIL told me that I have been a good friend to her through the years and that she only wishes the best for son and me. I emailed SIL back (month ago) and said I have feeling things will work out and I haven't talked to SIL since. H and I agreed we wouldn't tell SIL anything yet. Once SIL finds out about H being back I'm sure she'll be discouraging Ow's email, I don't care either way.
I'm still absorbing my current situation. I'm sure I will need everyone's help more than ever now. I have to do this dbing thing on a daily basis and the hard work will begin.
I'v have been very emotional this morning, I thought I'd tell my parents tonight and started getting weepy, emailed my friend and started getting weepy, lack of sleep and that PMS thing.
I do at times just sit here and FEEL and it feels great, it's little shots of PMA!!!
Quote: I do feel like skipping down the street and telling it to the world!!!
Cathy
tell it to the world with your smile...I find the less I talk about the sit good or bad with others the better things seem to go...
kinda works like this...
if you've spilt your guts and complained or just vented fears and frustrations to someone how comfortable will you then be sharing happiness and joy over the sit with that person.
just let them all see for themselves and ask you...when they do just say yup things are going well.
now that's not to say that you can't come here and give it all the good the bad and the ugly to us..we can take it and wont think any less of the good or any worse about the bad.
LL sooo happy for you...and re the sil...hate to say it but I told you so!
