Knittedscarf, unfortunately, between 20 and 21, there is a HUGE gap. And it can be dscribed as INSANITY, PARANOIA :you do the same things over and over and over again, hoping and expecting a different result...
#36 - you realise that you have an awesome team of people around you that love you for who you are and want you to live the fulfilling life you deserve (and the chances are these are your 'real' and 'cyber' friends and probably not your family). These people are the ones who support you a million times better than your family could and it's not because your family don't love you it's because they do love you and want your hurting to stop that they recommend routes and strategies which would work for them in this situation but maybe not you......
This thread came at exactly the right time for me today.
Thank you
lalxx
Choose Life Me: 45 Him: 44 S:11 D:8 Met in 1992 Married in 1995 Bomb drop September 30th 2009 Divorce final April 16th 2011 exH Marries OW June 17th 2011
