Almost 4 years now and somehow I've found my way back here...trawling the old posts, re-living memories I thought I'd never see again and most of all, missing some good friends I made way back when.
I've had the big D label dangle over me for 4 years and I've got to the point that I've resigned myself to being single for EVER! (yes, nothing changes, I'm STILL a drama-queen *grin*)
After my marriage ended I seem to have an eternal curse of not being able to 'do' relationships. *big sigh*
I'm loving my life, don't get me wrong, it's just that one little thing that's missing...that other person who keeps the sheets warm I'm wondering if something broke with the whole D saga - just broken and unable to function. Maybe a mooch around here will unravel some mysteries.
Thanks for that DaddyLongShanks - but I'm not complaining about the D...just trying to work out if it wasn't the start of a 'pattern' Might have to DB my life now *grin*
And getting things out of heads is MUCH easier said than done - but I geddit
Just look forward. Also, it may help moving forward to chasing new tail. If your environment is holding you down, find away to get into a different environment.