I figured since day 1 has come and gone, I should probably start a new thread.
I have found that sense of peace that I was so desparately searching for before the D was final. It is strange how the mind works. I am amazed by how much I don't think about the SG anymore. I still do on the drive home, that is my down time and he tends to creep into my mind. Hurts a little, but every day is better.
I love my life right now. I love not having to answer to anyone, and not being in limbo anymore. I can handle being on my own and not having that proverbial significant other. I can do what I want, when I want, and I don't have to answer to anyone. Well...within reason
I like the thought of not really thinking about relationship dating for a year. Let's face it, I am no where ready for a relationship, and frankly, I am kinda enjoying just playing around...the Tween is at her dad's on the weekend and so I can pretty much do what I want.
It is amazing the difference of a week...and finality.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
WOW, what a difference a finalization makes I loved logging on and seeing this. You and I have gone through a lot of the same emotions and like I said I feel like I'm just a step or two behind you. So I look to you (no pressure) for encouragement to see what the future holds for me. As I know there will come a point, at least I pray, that I'll get to that point too! Great to hear, happy happy for you!
Drinks comin' up... I think I will be drinking a nice Riesling tonight myself...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
That's awesome! it gives me hope for having a normal life again someday.
Me: 35|WAW: 38|D: 6yo | http://tinyurl.com/2dxx7m6 Feb 2006, left, came back in two weeks Aug 2006, left again Apr 2007, filed for divorce Dec 2007, reunited Mar 2010, moved out, filed again
You will SR..trust me. I really did not think I would, but here I am.
LOL, of course I have also earned a bit of a geeky side...last night on the way home they started playing Thriller on the radio and there I am, bopping along as I am driving...and frankly all I could do was laugh! I kept thinking it has been a long time since I have been that happy and dammit, I am going to enjoy it!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
AWESOME LOLA! I drive with my windows down whenever possible and subject all the people in the neighboring cars to my music. Usually some mix of metal, rock, and alternative. They just love it here in white bread, USA.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
Usually me too. I love anything rock, alternative, old, new...for some reason I switched the station and low and behold this song was on. I loved every minute of it!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
