"I stopped hating myself. I just closed that door. I can't explain it. It was what I needed."

This is the important part.

"ExH is up to his old tricks."

Don't let him pull you back in. They will try their hardest when they "see" the lights dimming.

I am happy you are moving on and up! Good for you Blindsided1!

Relax
Eat
Think
Act normal
React.. Smartly.
Do something different.
Emulate.
Do Work.

Lets get "RETARDED" in here.