God willing, this will be completely finished on Friday!!!!!!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
I can't live with someone who will lie about the dumbest things. I mean, if you are going to lie to me about something that trivial, what is next?
It seriously makes me wonder if the entire marriage was one big fat lie.
Same here for me as well. My WAW can lie to me that it is raining on a sunny day and expect me to believe it. I honestly cannot believe a thing she says, but strangely I fall into the trap of wanting to believe her. I have fought for so long to save the marriage without really contemplating the fact that this would mean living with someone who I no longer trust at all. Now when things appear she may be having second thoughts, it scares the hell out of me that she might reconsider and come home, while at the same time gives me hope that we could rebuild the R. I know - I am one confused DB'er!
I sure can understand that! Although for me, I think this final lie really did it for me. If it is something this small, this insignificant, I will have a hard time believing that anything that comes out of his mouth from now on will be truthful.
I don't know, I guess over the last few weeks I have been coming to terms with it. I hope to God he doesn't have second thoughts right now. I honestly wouldn't know what to say. Part of me would feel obligated to try, but I really just don't want to. I absolutely don't have anything left to give him.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Yeah, but that doesn't mean he is going to file them.
After that query, I send an email so we are a go on Friday?
Nothing.
Then I sent one "would it help if I said please so we are a go on Friday?"
Nothing.
<<<--- Shaking head in utter disbelief...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
I've been thinking that too....I don't know how far back my H first affair (w my exbest friend) goes ....so yeah I think the same. What a waste of 13 years of my life....Thankfully I got one amazing thing from him, my son.
