Because I moved to NY, and the D needed to be filed in Texas, I can either rely on him or buy a plane ticket.
I am just weary. I am wondering why...for such a long time I did not want this anyway. It is almost like a cruel joke. I don't get it. Why drag it out?
Is God trying to tell me something? Because I think, at this point, the message is getting lost.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Sorry Lola. You should be celebrating this weekend and instead you have more limbo. I don't understand the reason, you've suffered enough. He is really something else. No sense trying to make sense of nonsense.
We haven't had a cyber cocktail together in a long time. I just tried a toffee liquor that's kind of tasty. Can I pour you one?
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
It was quiet. Spent the weekend cleaning my apartment, lounging, watching television, reading my book. Reflecting. Sent a text to SG asking why he lied to me, to which he played dumb. It occurred to me that if he could lie about something as small as the court date, he will always lie to me, and has not changed at all.
And came to peace with that.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Seriously? WTH? Why can't they just say I got busy with something, sorry it's not that important. What's with the freakin' passive aggressive avoidance? What does he think you're going to do all the way from NY?
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2
Lol, Funny, I came to the realization this morning while staring at my monitor it'd be next to impossible to trust my H again, because he cannot stop lying. I asked myself can you be in a relationship that has no trust? NO! Accept that Nikki.
That's just it. I mean, I get he is busy, and his job is busy. We all get busy. I believe him when he says that he did not receive the decree in the mail. Okay whatever. What I don't get is why lie about it? You got stuff going on for the next few weeks? Cool. I can wait. But to say oh the court doesn't have another open hearing day until next month, and to a paralegal who USED TO WORK IN THE AREA??? That is just sheer stupidity.
I can't live with someone who will lie about the dumbest things. I mean, if you are going to lie to me about something that trivial, what is next?
It seriously makes me wonder if the entire marriage was one big fat lie.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
