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Ok you guys...I need you! I got divorce papers from a lawyer today. I am truly devastated. I cannot believe he would just have them sent to me. He is a coward. He has not talked to me at all about what he was thinking. He has not talked to the kids...nothing. I had talked with him this morning about when he was going to come see the kids...he could have mentioned it then but nooo. So, now I have to try and hold it together around the kids and by God, HE is the one that is going to talk to them and tell them.

I tried calling the L I talked to in Dec. and she was out of the office so will try in the morning...this made up my mind to try and call OW's church but was after hours. Found the Pastor's email address on the net and sent him an email telling of our situation. I used my name and hers...I figured what the heck. If it pissed him off so be it!

I know, deep breath.

((((cw))))))

My heart is with you like you don't know...I'm sorry and yes your H is a COWARD.

Good for you for telling the pastor. I hope he can give you the support you need.

Once piece of advice - keep your focus on your kids! Do not let H get the best of you.

Luv sends her Luv

CW I am so sorry.

But it ain't over til it's over. Good job exposing but now you will need to be civil. Can you talk to your DB coach again?

Wow. What a fool! (your H)

Thanks Luv and newmama- I wish I could share your optimism nm! It has happened on here! I guess I was hoping we would be in limbo for awhile. I actually read the papers and H has indicated that I would have full custody...I didn't think he would fight on that but made me sad to see in that in writing...my poor kids!

Yes, I need to get myself under control

So sorry.

Nothing else I can say, really.

(((CW)))
You are going to be ok. No matter what. You have support here and you can hold your head high about how you have handled this.
I am saying a prayer for you tonight.

I just keep thinking that had I been stronger in the beginning and kicked his a$$ outta here back in August maybe.....

I am thankful for all of you!

don't think about "what ifs" cw - think about this - sometimes things happen for a reason

you are definately in my prayers tonight

Ok-questions

1. I want to call H very badly but am thinking that I should do n/c until he calls Sunday a.m.?

2. I want to talk to him before he talks to the kids as I want him to tell me what he is going to say to the kids. I also want to ask him why the #!&@!!! he couldn't have at least "hinted" that he was done with our marraige. Also, I would like to by some time and drag this out as long as I can. What is his big hurry? It is not like I have been pressuring him, he is living the life he apparenlty wants to live. Financially, he is actually better off right now. Wondering if he is getting pressure from OW?

3.Not sure how to act when I see him....

Thanks for the prayers Luv and RW...we need them!

I keep telling myself that things happen for a reason but for the life of me cannot see what good things can come from a family being torn apart.