I think maybe I am just starting to face the fact that it is really time for me to move on. As much as I hate the thought of my life w/o SG in it, I really need to let him go.
God willing...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Lola, I'm hearing grief. You had something, and now it's gone. When you are ready to move on...know that you are loveable. I hear that you are in touch with your expectations, your feelings, and I've long admired your strength. You are open to love. When it's time, the right person will appear. I doubt it's your current Hus. I will join that prayer of yours that you are able to get over the 'old' marriage. There were some parts that you liked, but face it, there were some parts that needed to change, too. love, Goldey
I feel so much better today. SG just left a message for me on my voice mail. I have not called him back. Gonna make him wait.
Sent me a text out of the blue. Something about his job. WTF do I care?
I am at work. Can't answer the phone.
Goldey I agree. And I think that I am finally starting to heal. I feel better today, after a great emotional mess sobbing last night.
Sometimes, all it takes is a good cry.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
You're right Chris. Sometimes a good cry really does straighten us out, doesn't it?
So SG left a message on your VM huh? Did you listen to it? He's got some issue with his job......WAAAAH...cry me a river.....ok, not nice of me, but seriously....WTH does he want?
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
Something about the bankruptcy. First he sent me a random text about manpower being down 48% and they are getting 4-8 new cases per week (Child Protective). Then he called and said the paralegal was trying to get hold of him regarding our payments. Yeah, I am behind, and the taxes will catch it up. Sorry, just got a permanent job. They are aware of it.
Wah wah wah. Hello, this is what YOU wanted. Deal with it. Jerk.
I can officially say I am too pissed off to call him right now.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
