Jack, I am very happy to see that you were able to come through for your children. It doesn't matter whether the items are new or not, just as long as they work properly. It's the thought and effort that counts.
Faith is a wonderful tool and at this magical time of the year, it will pull you through no matter what you are seeking.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.