Was just trying to catch up with ONE day of your thread (2 pages AGAIN!!!! LOL!)
I think you are indeed better off without H reading that email. It would have been a backslide... back to old MB. So, good that you removed it!
I also have trouble sometimes staying focused, getting pulled in all different directions by people I talk to, stuff I read, etc... etc... everybody seems to have a different opinion! Then I lay awake at night trying to come up with what I should really do, which I then do, I sleep, wake up in the morning and I change my mind again!!! Drives me crazy!
But bottomline is to stay the course! Keep being new MB! It seems like H likes new MB, so keep showing yourself to him!
Luckily I don't have moments like last night very often. I'm glad I didn't wake up that flippin miserable!!
There's a lot of goofin' around on my thread. I like it that way. I'm a bit on the quirky side, mixed in w/some blonde cluelessness. It's all good. LOL
Me-46, D-21, S15, S13
After many years w/my head in the sand... I FILED Divorced 6/2011
The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.
This is shocking. But I'd get it where no one would see it, unless I was naked.
Like every other cause, special education has a "ribbon". It's a series of interlocking puzzle pieces - I just love it. But then is it stupid to get a tattoo if no one will see it?
