Hey Antlers/Shocked.. You guys are gonna love this one... I went right back and took a chance... I said... "That sounded stupid. we ain't dating for God's sake. Let me try again... I miss you too babe. Geez... I'm so retarded..." Her reply: "You're soooo funny... I'm smiling thinking of you."
Not bad. Just think of it this way in the future, don't give or say anything that does not need to be. I know exactly what you are talking about though, last night I got woke up to a text that was simply "xo". Seriously, how does one respond to that, had I been fully conscious, I probably would not of done anything, but I sent back : ) and just left it at that, nothing was sent or said since.
It's 11:30 and nothing since... I sent a simple G'Night... WTF? I would have loved a good night; I love you. But I guess you get what you get. Sucks sometimes... Ah... Ain't love grand...
Thanks guys... Oh well. Now I know why I was single for 12 years. Why do we put ourselves through this? It's INSANE. I love her... YES. Not like this though.... I USED to love her when she loved me back. This is just BS... If I can't be in a loving relationship and she's gonna keep dishing me this, then I call FOUL. I'm not going to try... But that's a lie because I still love her... But eventually I will stop.
Thanks everyone. Wow... What a weekend of venting. Well she's coming home today. Says she missed me. She wants us better and that she loves me. Here goes.... This time it's a LIVE performance. It's pretty easy when there's a phone or a device between you. Much harder in person!
