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Today was the first day that I started to see a counselor. She basically listened to my story and said that she wanted to see me next week. A lot of the advice she gave me was in the DB book also. I joined the gym and today was my first day doing resistance training. That class really wiped me out. I know I have to get busy if I want to get back in shape.

My H called to talk to the kids and I after I hung up with him, I started feeling down and really missing him. I slipped up and sent him a text message that said "Its really nice to hear your voice when you call" then I sent another text stating "I apologize for sending that message." Of course, he didnt respond to either of them. I should not have sent him any text messages at all but unfortunately, I let my emotions take over.

I wish I could take a fall out of love pill and be done with it but there is no such thing and I really want things to work out between us because I do love him. I really wish I knew what was going on in his mind but what good would that do? This separation is only 3 weeks old and I am having more sad times than glad but I am grateful for having this online community to go to for advice and having somewhere to vent also.